aku bingung. aku tak tau nak buat mcm mana. i dunno wat is happening to me.
my frozen stok dah tinggal less than 15 bottles.
yet my daily pumping tak menghasilkan enough supply for the daily intake.
thus now, daily mmg harus ambik frozen stock.
on this rate, in less that 2 weeks, i will have to start introduce formula milk to sofeya.
best thing yet, i am not doing anything to remedy the situation.
all the stuff i have been merapu in this blog, haram satu aku tak buat.
makin kurang ader la aku pump kat ofis.
dari 3, pas tu 2. hari ni sekali jer aku pump.
dunno wats happening to me.
cant believe the day is finally coming, the day i dread the most. the day that i have to introduce formula milk to sofeya.
selama ni aku ingat aku kuat. aku buleh buat... at least till she is 2 y.o.
she is only 16 mths. lama lagi.
yg best, even tho pump sekali... ingat kot dpt ler byk sbb rasa mcm dah bengkak giler. alih2 4 oz jer... hek elehhh.. kot2 8-9 oz ke semangat la jugak aku nak pump lagi...
salahkan susu la plak... lempang diri sendiri kang.
tah la
emo sgt2 unstable.
kepala otak lagi la berterabur
hidup sgt tak de arah.
4 comments:
dear, don't be too hard on yourself... stress makes it even more difficult to pump kan since our hormones and emotions affect milk production. recently when we visited jada's paed, the dr mentioned that once a baby turns 1 year old, we should already supplement her diet with formula since the bm lacks many important vitamins needed for a growing baby. take it as a positive development - that sofeya can now enjoy milk with DHA, taurine and whatever not in addition to frozen bm stocks.
tc - i knowwwwwww..... haihhh ntah la.. under a lot of stress nieh actually... and number one yg affected is my milk...
hidup sgt2 stress!!!!!!
relax babe... like tc said, kalau stress2 lagi le kurang susu tuhh... hehhe... 16mths itself is a HUGE accomplishment tauuuu... good for u and sofea!!! xpe kalau nak kasik formula dah la nie... ;)
farah, skang ni bukan pasal nak ke tak nak kasi FM.. budak tu yg reject FM.
how la???
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