Monday, November 16, 2009

Calling for HELP

"Calling for HELP" is the phrase that my balqis love to use nowadays... like nak bukak-tutup suis lampu yang dia tak sampai.. she will yell "mommy!!! calling for help!!!"

sigh....

and now i am desperately calling for all the help i need.

been struggling in keeping up with the daily EBM intake for sofeya. i have only TWO frozen stock (4 oz each) left.

last week met her paed and he suggested to give her isomil (soya based FM) since budak ni inherit asthma from her parents. but dr khairul said other types of FM also can, but good one lah.. (expensive ones!). so he gave isomil and dumex mamil gold sample to try.

saturday nite aku dgn Mr P pergi wedding, left sofeya at home so I asked maid to give her isomil. as expected, the little girl TAK MO.

ok.

i tot maybe time tak kena.. coz mlm2 she normally nak nenen direct.

so yesterday (monday) i asked maid to try again.

semlm balik keje, maid report. "kasihannya budak niiiiii..... menangis2 tak nak susu botol. tolak2 dgn tangan.. keluar air mata berjurai2.. saya pun nangis tgk nya.. saya bagi susu mama (EBM), terus habis 2 botol"

aduhaiiiiii...

aku mental block.

bukan aku tak nak kasik EBM lagik, but im just preparing for worst case. utk sehari dua ni Insya Allah cukup lagi bekalan.. after that??

aku pump gila2 now. like pagi tadi aku pump at 2 am. guess baper byk aku dapek????

1.5 oz

for 15 mins okeh.

lepas tu kuar angin jer.

hati pun sakit. tetek aku pun sakit. sighhhhhhhh

am gonna try to give her dumex mamil plak esok. tgk cemaner. kalau dia reject jugak, then aku mmg betul2 buntu.

yes of course meanwhile aku terus jugak pump..

tolong la!!!!!!!!!

4 comments:

liadevega said...

aiyo konot..susahnya...
camana nih..aku pun dah panik ni...

i've never encountered this situation before as muhammad telan je apa aku suap dia...

cuba try bg sikit2, sambil pujuk2 dia..main2 dgn dia...bg the situation is less stressful..like hang buat2 minum sikit pastu suruh dia minum pulak..

tu jela idea aku for the time being.

al the best to you...

p/s: hang ni pun dah tunggu tinggal 2 botol baru nak start bg fm, ni aku nak berleter ni...

Norliana Abdul Rahman said...

wahai lia yang baru balik aussie (dah balik ka?)

jgn la berleter weihhh... dont add salt to my wound!!!!

aku kang bengong 2-3 menjak ni.. tapi semlm maid aku pulun bagi sofeya makan byk, so less susu so aku dah berjaya stock up another botol.. hahah so dah ada 3 botol frozen! yeahoooo!!!

suraiya said...

Salam liana,
Dah dpt tak Agel tu?
Dah try? jgn lupa,selain tu, minum air banyak2...pam every 3 hours..
try buat hyperstimulation ke..?

itu je sy dpt beri idea buat masa ni.. inshaAllah awk boleh!! :)

Norliana Abdul Rahman said...

suraiya,

dah dpt dah... thks!!

mmg tgh pulun pam ni... hyperstimutaltion mak nenek stimultion sumer dah buat uhuhuhuuh..

tak pe nanti saya update eh?