Sakit lah!!!!

Lately ni Sofeya suka menggigit. Mentang2 dah ada 4 batang gigi (2 atas, 2 bawah). So dgn sedapnya dia menggesel2 kan gigi kat nipple aku. Dia buat mcm gigit plastesin jer. Sabo jer la.

Aku dok baca dlm BF forums, klu jadi camni, we can ajar the baby not to gigit. How? Well we can start by saying a stern NO. Then klu buat lagi we can withdraw the breast from the baby, nak tunjuk yg dia buat tu salah.

Aku? Well dah try no, dah try withdraw.. TAK JALAN.

Aku dah terjerit terpekik terlolong SAKIT!!!! Pun TAK JALAN.

Jenuh dah tutup2 breast konon2 tak mau bagi dia nenen klu dia gigit. Jalan la jugak kdg2, but some time later dia gigit jugak.

Few days ago, while pumping, I noticed darah kuar along with the milk. Adeh laaaa… Check2, rupanya ada KESAN GIGIT! Dalam jugak tuh.. ada la dlm 1mm dalam. (1mm is considered dalam and pedih if related to nipples!)

Nak buat mcm mana? Breast dah penuh, takkan tak nak pump? Tahan jer la pedih, but I shortened the pumping session, normally would go until 15 mins, but this time aku buat 10 mins je. Tak tahan beb!

Then after pumping, aku sapu sikit bmilk, anginkan breast for few minutes, baru pakai bra. Few days jugak la aku pumping mcm ni. Klu nyusu direct ok, tak pedih (as long as sofeya tak gigit). Furthermore I read somewhere that air liur baby akan bagi the luka lagi baik cepat.

Skang alhamdulillah dah okay. Tapi ada sket la trauma everytime tgk mulut dia luas nganga get ready nak NGAP

The 3 weeks ordeal...

Read it here.
(Leave your email klu tak de access.. seriously aku private blog tu utk org2 tertentu jer..)

I do not wish to elaborate more on it, pasal it breaks my heart everytime i have mental image mcm mana anak aku kat spital, mcm mana dia nangis kesakitan etc...

I took video masa dia kat spital, but i deleted it from my hp, pasal i cannot afford to have any not-so-pleasurable memories about her.

I just want her to be happy, and healthy selalu.

Anywayyyyyy...

Of course la nak citer pasal susu ibu kan?
Initially time dia sakit, she refused to eat anything. Berhari2 tanak makan. BREASTMILK ONLY.

Sumerang cakap.. nasib baik dia nak menyusu.
Dr kat spital pun cakap.. "u still bfeeding? very good! dia tak nak makan x apa.. give her milk pun dah cukup"

U know, dgn puasanyer.. dgn dia fully on breastmilk... wallauweyy.. mmg dugaan hebat. Tapi, Allah tu Maha Kaya.. even dgn penat, lapar, dahaga, susu aku maintain.. Dah petang2 pun, bila picit, masih memancut2 lagi kuar. Alhamdulillah... rezeki anak aku.

She is 13 mths now... dah lepas half way dah ni.. 11 more mths to go.. buleh kah aku? Insya Allah lah kan.. hopefully boleh susukan dia sampai umo 2 tahun.

Lepas kuar spital dia makin manja and melekat. Klu nak tido mlm mmg kena bergayut dulu. Bergayut plak tu bukan 10-15 minit, kdg2 lebih sejam. Bila cabut, mengagau2 cari balik nenen. Kasik pacifier.. tak mau.. hehhe.

tak per.. gayut lah nak oiii... jgn gigit sudah!